SHAME CRUSH

DO YOU REMEMBER 

MY TO-DO LIST 

FROM THE PREVIOUS HOLIDAY???

One of them is 'Ice-skating' and I can finally strike that off!!! 'Cause I went ice-skating w J on Vday. Had my very 1st ice-skating session with my Redcamp friends donkey years back, and then the 2nd session with Huisze long long time ago as well, and then I told myself, the next trip has gotta be with my boyfriend. And yay! My tiny mini wish came true. Hurhur.


So, for Vday... 

Guess what he gave me eh? 

You wouldn't be able to guess/believe. Hahahaha.

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THAT SILLY BOY GAVE ME FISHES IN THIS SMALL TANK!!!!

How cute? Most interesting gift I've ever gotten. Hahahaha.

There were three fishes at first: 2 kissing fish + 1 goldfish.

Like what my uncle predicted, the kissing fish pecked/kissed the goldish to death :'( 

In less than 24 hours eh. That's damn sad. And I had to get rid of the dead fish. Urgh.

I'm pretty happy w the two kissing fish right now. They seem happy as well. At least they seem more willing to eat the food I feed them now. Hahahaha. I sorta feel like a mom now. The first thing I do when I home nowadays is to check on my babies to see if they're okay, and then feed them. Haha.

Sweetpie, thank you so much for everything you planned on Vday.

I appreciate every single bit of effort you put in + the gift too.

The way his eyes smile. The messy, thick yet charming eyebrows.

The way his hair never falls perfectly in place. The silly and goofy laughter.

The subtle beer belly I love to play with. Every lil' thing about him: ♥.♥

14 FEB

It's Valentine's Day! 

Yknow, to be honest, I used to think Valentine's Day was unnecessary. It's just like any other day. 

So what's the fuss eh? But I guess it's all different now. It's a lil' biased as well. 

Because I've found someone :')

Once you have a significant someone in your life, things changed. 

Every minute and day, you would want to spend with that particular person.

And, with VDay, it's just another day, with a better reason to get together. 

15 DAYS

Waiting for boy to come meet me.

Such a slow Sunday.

Valentine's Day in a few days time huh. 

Well well...

SO, BASICALLY....

“There is never a time or place for true love. It happens accidentally,

in a heartbeat, in a single flashing, throbbing moment.” - Sarah Dessen

Okay, so here's a short photo update for this week. Now that I look back, I think this week has been really eventful. And I'm really glad to have pulled through. 

I am finally done with all my (shit) presentations!!!! Woohoo!!!

Next week, study break.

And the following week, 2 exam papers. 

Le sigh.

I want to get over and done with this ASAP man!!!! No joke.

"This" obviously refers to school, but sadly, I have one more year to go. 

So time, please do what you have to do, which is fly. 

They say time flies in a blink of an eye. So please do what you best.

Tyvm.

Have you been noticing the moon lately? It was really gorgeous yesterday.

Sometimes, I think it's amazing how we are all looking at the same moon. 

I mean some planet has 9 moons?! Haha.

Naaaaah, good things must share! Kekeke. I still miss the chocolate meltz though.

McD, faster bring it backkkkk!!!! WO YAOOOO~

Then my boyfriend brought me to Chips for the very first time. I felt like an oddball there, cause it is definitely not where my social circle would hang out. Despite feeling awkward, I'm glad to have spent every single minute with him there that day. I love it when he's high. He is really affectionate. Haha.

And then, Charles and Alex managed to convince me to watch Star Wars with them. In case you don't know, I sorta "boycott" okay wait, wrong word... hmm, I don't bother watching Harry Potter, Lord of The Ring, Star Wars etc, cause I know I wouldn't like them. And true enough, while watching Star Wars 3D, I fell asleep at the most crucial part towards the end. HAHAHAHA. I really can't help it. Now all the Harry Potter, Lord of the Ring and Star Wars fans gonna hate me and be like WAAIIIIIIIII?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!! 

Went for suntanning session with my beloved, Huisze

yesterday afternoon when the sun was mad glaring and strong. On such impulse.

I couldn't even open my eyes properly. Yes, that bright. That bad.

And at the end of the day, look at my obvious tanline. Holy crap! Hahahaha.

I didn't expect it to be that obvious yknow. 

And even my phone couldn't handle the heat. I bet you didn't know this exist right?

I didn't know too... till yesterday. Yeap. Hahaha.

After Miss Sixty show. While having our High Tea @ Orchard Hotel. Kekeke.

Love this two munchkins :*

Look at my eyebags. This week's been hell.

Irregular hours of sleep and bla shit.

It's a must catch up on my beauty sleep now.

So yeah! That's about it. Will continue with the DAY 30 Challenge soon! Hehehehe. 

Hope y'all are having a good week yeh! Love love love! Muah!!!! :*

OH OH... I LOVE YU TZIN :$

ONE MORE TO GO

ONE MORE PRESENTATION TO GO.

AND I'LL BE... Well, almost free.

#cantwait

P.S I changed my blog layout. 
Which one do you think is better eh? Hmm...

9 FEB 12:53 AM
And... I changed back the blog layout. I'm so fickle, sigh.

5 WAYS TO WIN MY HEART

DAY 1 CHALLENGE

1. Be Decisive

Yes, I think I am quite indecisive when it comes to small decision-making matters. For instance: "Where do you want to go?" "What do you want to eat?" "What movie do you want to watch?". That is because I am easygoing. I'm totally cool with following the decision made by the guy. But, get this right: It's NOT because I don't have opinions of my own, but I just find it troublesome/redundant to debate over which one is a better choice. I don't like wasting time that way. And, some couples would actually quarrel over such small matter. I find it really idk, turn-off? Plus, I can always voice out when the decision made is bad/not right? And then, we can figure something out from there. So yeah. And, I find it really sexy when a guy can decide what's best for me. It's like he knows me well enough to do so.

2. Don't Be Pushy

The moment you're pushy, byebye. I can't stand guys who force/push/pressurize me into doing something. Let me take my own time to make the decision (since I'm indecisive) yo!!!! I would like to think that I am a complex creature, so I might go through funny and weird thought process that may or may not be longer than the usual. And, I think I am quite rebellious by nature. If you annoy me to the extend that I cannot handle, I will do things against your will just to piss you off. The more you want it, the more I ain't give you yo. I love things that happen naturally and not forced. Even when it comes to date/relationship etc. Give it time, if it's meant to be, it will be. If the two of you are meant to be, y'all will find your way back to each other no matter what. 

3. Spontaneity 

I looooooooooooooooove guys who are spontaneous!!! I think, it's because I get bored of things quite easily. Not all things but yeah, certain things. That's why I can never have a job that is desk-bound. I'll probably die. I need constant change and surprises. So, guys who are spontaneous will never cease to amaze me. It doesn't help that Singapore is so small and there's limited things to do on a date. If you're dating someone really rigid/boring, that's it.... KMN. So, with someone spontaneous will actually spice things up and he will know how to make the best out of the situation and y'all will definitely have fun ;-)

4. Ability to Hold a Conversation

When a guy can hold a proper conversation with you, it just shows that there's some depth in him. Playful yet mature. I think it's not easy to find someone who can sit down and listen to you and have a decent heart to heart talk. That's what girlfriends do right? But I think it is important for a guy to master this too. Otherwise, how is he gonna communicate effectively with you, isn't it? I am always charmed by guys with charisma. Wait till you meet one, one day. And then you'll know what I mean. Hehehe.

5. Compromise

Give and take. Simple as that. As much I can give (yes, I know one is not supposed to expect for the returns in love but whatever), the other party has gotta know how to reciprocate to keep it going. Otherwise, I might as well continue loving my sock monkey. 

SOLUTION

I don't need someone that see what's good about me, 

but someone who sees the bad and still wants me.

I want to blog. But somehow, I can't make up my mind on the topic.
Aaaand, to help me with that I found something kinda cliche. Hahaha. 
As cliche as it looks, I really do think it will be useful
for someone who's indecisive (like me).






TA DAH!!!

I think these topics are relatively okay, not as boring as some
of those that I've came across before in the past. So in the meantime,
I'll make do with this. I'll start with Q1. soon.
Kinda interesting right? Hahaha. 




Okay, see ya in the next post soon! Muah! :*

SUNDAY

Hi guys.

Just got back from a test shoot. The photographer is really nice. 

His house is so huge, that I could almost die of envy on the spot. 

4 to 5 storeys! How's that??? Hahaha.

I've got a surprise for you readers today!!! 

I know y'all have always been curious about this J that I've been talking about.

And I've got some readers asking if we are together now....

And....... YES!!!!!

We are together now :') 

I've got a photo of him to show as well! Hehehehe. 

My boy.

It's amazing how this face can get me so fixated. 

Sigh. I'm in love.

OH HI?

TOO

Because all I could see is you.

More than enough.

MOOMBAHTON

You stir up the butterfly riot in me.

But I don't mind it at all.

SCUMBAG CUPID

 Dear Cupid, next time hit both.

Such a fucking sweet guy

Signs That You're Into Someone

Was bumming around reading all the articles, and then I came across this article,

Generic Things Everyone Does When Falling In Love by Talia Ralph

which I thought was quite interesting. When I was reading, I felt kinda guilty that whatever she wrote/thought was kinda spot-on. Hahaha. I think girls in general are kinda homogenous isn't it? 

These are the two signs I picked out from the lot and the ones I felt most guilty about.

1. Agonizing over ending things with your crush... even before y'all started. Classic move right? I am always like that. I have to list out all the pros and cons. Play out all the scenes to see if things will work out with between my partner and I. And of course, they say 'prepare for the worst' right? So I'll tend to think the extreme and come up with million reasons why we wouldn't work out and yeah. Still, at the end of the day, I'm still hopelessly in love. 

2. Checking your horoscope compatibility. We all been through this, haven't we? I for one, is pretty much a horoscope addict. Hahahaha. I don't believe it entirely, but I just love knowing it. It's the sense of security and assurance I get from it when I know I've a good horoscope match with my partner. However, most of us are always in denial when things don't go our way, isn't it? Haha. Well, at least, it's like that for me. 

Besides these two points, there are obviously more. If you wish to check them out, here it is: http://thoughtcatalog.com/2012/generic-things-everyone-does-when-falling-in-love/ 

Have a nice day! I swear this is such a random entry.

IMPOSSIBRUUUUUUU

This boy has got a pair of eyes like cat's.

I don't know if it's a blessing or what.

But it intrigues me enough to share it.

JTYT

“Being alone never felt right. Sometimes it felt good, but it never felt right.”

- Charles Bukowski

DEAF EAR

How have y'all been? I haven't been active eh. Last weekend had been really eventful. The series of events that happened was really well, I would say... unexpected and I learnt a lot from it. Sometimes, I guess God is really putting me through tests. It gets harder each time because He knows I can handle and I'll emerge stronger. And when I can't handle, He always have His ways. He sends me angels and I think they happen to be my friends. ♡

Really thankful for Yingying, got close to her recently

and she's an amazing amazing girlfriend to have. 

And of course, my other friends as well. This time in particular, my guy friends. 

Dennis, Charles and Alex

Thank you so much for always putting in effort to meet me. 

I know I can be damn lazy sometimes. Hahaha.

It was 4am in US and surprisingly Leet was

still awake then when I needed to rant.

So, thank you (once again).

And Dennis, thank you for putting up

w me on Friday and Sunday. Kekeke.

Enjoy yourself in army k!!!! 3 days 1 pack uh. 

Call me when you need someone in there, 

it's my turn to be a friend k!!!

Deactivated my Facebook yesterday. Don't want to see things.

Don't want to know things. Don't want to hear things. Just don't. 

I wish to live in a world of fantasy so keep your reality away from me.

I see what I want, I want what I see and that is all okay by me.

P.S It's gonna be 4am in the morning. It's not a good thing.