Thursday, May 02, 2013



You didn’t love her. You just didn’t want to be alone. Or maybe, maybe she was good for your ego. Or maybe she made you feel better about your miserable life, but you didn’t love her, because you don’t destroy the person that you love.
Callie Torres, ‘The Heart of the Matter’


  1. Feel this way about certain people too, not just relationship wise. Like people have hidden agendas as to why they want to know you/get close to you etc. sigh.

    1. Times like this would make me super wary towards people :/

  2. Hey Irina,

    I used to be your friend and I am really sad how things turned out for you. You probably heard it a million times how sorry and sad people feel for you but I really do. I don't know what happened, maybe he cheated or whatnots happened but.. Keep smiling ya.

    I used "used to be your friend" because I feel unworthy to be called your friend once again. I made mistakes and I missed the chance to be close to you.

    It seems redundant saying all that but my point is just, you are a lovely and wonderful girl who can make someone miss you a lot by all your kind deeds and smile. You are a strong lady so chin up and live your life smiling, always.

    With love,

    1. Hey A.C,

      I'm sorry but I really have no idea who you could be. I tried throwing out names but I really couldn't match the initials. Maybe those aren't even your real initials haha, on purpose.

      Whatever it is. Past is the past. I may not even rmb what you did since idk who you are, so I guess it might not be as grave as you think it is. And, please don't call yourself unworthy. There's no such thing, really. I made mistakes too.

      Thank you so much for your concern. I genuinely appreciate it. And, I'd like it more if you don't mind revealing yourself. Then again, no pressure cause I understand it might be hard for you.

      Grateful, Irina

  3. A.C goes by names I prefer people calling me so they ain't my initials :) Anyways, these initials wont make sense at all so just treat me as a passer by. Even if you guys do forgive me, I won't forgive myself either. But I just wanted to drop you a msg anyways and at least I know youre doing well. Take care love :)